© Copyright 2022 Tim Sigler
Index of Songs
If Anyone Were Listening
If anyone were listening
Would they hear what I cannot say?
If anyone were looking
Would they turn away?
Would they see who I am?
Would they understand?
It's not clear to me
It's not clear to me
Would they turn away?
I cannot say
Sometimes, it's dark where I am
The sun shines but not on me
I'm not sure what I am
If anyone were listening
Would they hear my soul?
If they did, what would happen?
Do I want to know?
If I could hear myself
What would I hear?
Sometimes I ask who I am?
I try to understand
It's not clear to me
It's not clear to me
Sometimes when I'm alone
Away from everything
I'm sure I should be better
I just don't know what that means
I need Someone to help me
I need Someone by my side
I need Someone to find me
When I run and hide
When I hide
If anyone were listening
Would they hear what I cannot say?
If anyone were looking
Would they turn away?
Music, Lyrics & Recording copyright © 2020 Tim Sigler
It’s Our Turn Now
(WW II)
In the dirt, oh the hurt,
But solders got it out from the rubble
They flew it high, no one could deny
The spirit still lived through the struggle...
(Vietnam)
...There are those who ran,
Not going to Nam
Was it fear or for the principle?
There's no way to know
Which way was right for every man
They did what they had to do
It's our turn now
To pick it up from the rubble
When it's down on the ground
What 'cha gonna do?
(9/11)
All collapsed,
oh the shock
Responders got it out from the rubble
They flew it high,
and a nation cried
but the spirit still lives through it all...
(Desert Storm)
...In the sand and dirt,
and the desert storms,
Soldiers keep it flying through all the trouble.
Can't be denied, some even died
And the spirit still lives through it all
It's our turn now
To lift it high for the world to witness
That was then but this is our now
When it's down who will be found?
It's our turn now
Bridge:
And the flag must fly high
She must never die
The spirit must flourish
What cha gonna do?
It's our turn now
To lift it high for the world to witness
That was then but this is your now
When it's down who will be found?
It's our turn now
It's our turn now
When it's down on the ground
What cha gonna do?
It's our turn now
To lift it high for the world to witness
That was then but this is our now
When it's down who will be found?
It's our turn now
It's our turn now
When it's down on the ground
It's our turn now
It's our turn now
Music, Lyrics & Recording copyright © 2020 Tim Sigler
Storm Riders Together
Stars twinkle in your eyes
When you smile back at me
Twenty eight years and our story is still being written
When the winds and the storms have blown on through
All that is left is me and you
Ooooh Oh oooooh
When I look in a crowd it's you that I see
When I think of my past, it's our history
When life's struggle and pains have blown on through
There will always be me and you
Ooooh Oh oooooh
No matter how hard the tempest may blow
No matter where the headwinds may go
There's one thing for sure
One thing I know
We'll ride the storm together
Storm riders forever
Bridge:
Cause nothing gets to you that doesn't go through me
And you have my back, I know it
Together we've stood through it all
Our love's not just words
We've shown it
Ooooh Oh oooooh
Stars twinkle in your eyes
When you smile back at me
Twenty eight years but just started
And it doesn't really matter
How hard the angry winds blow
We'll ride the storms together
Storm riders forever
Music, Lyrics & Recording copyright © 2020 Tim Sigler
Lead Me To Calvary
Jennie E. Hussey, 1921
Copyright: Public Domain
Scripture: Luke 23:33
Song arrangement by Jenelle Lemons
King of my life, I crown Thee now,
Thine shall the glory be;
Lest I forget Thy thorn-crowned brow,
Lead me to Calvary.
Refrain:
Lest I forget Gethsemane,
Lest I forget Thine agony;
Lest I forget Thy love for me,
Lead me to Calvary.
Show me the tomb where Thou wast laid,
Tenderly mourned and wept;
Angels in robes of light arrayed
Guarded Thee whilst Thou slept.
Let me like Mary, through the gloom,
Come with a gift to Thee;
Show to me now the empty tomb,
Lead me to Calvary.
May I be willing, Lord, to bear
Daily my cross for Thee;
Even Thy cup of grief to share,
Thou hast borne all for me.
Recording copyright © 2020 Tim Sigler
Part 1 - Redemption Suite:
Prelude to the Redemption Suite
Instrumental
Music & Recording copyright © 2020 Tim Sigler
Part 2 - Redemption Suite:
A Hole Too Big to Fill
I've never known such pain
A hole too big to fill
My soul is pried open
I look to God through my tears
Standing in the rain
Everything is dark,
Everything is pain
I do not know how to go on
I'm in the dark when tomorrow comes
My soul is broken
A hole too big to fill
I do not know how to go on
Just too much to feel
The hopes destroyed
A wound too large to heal
A hole too big to fill
I look to God through my tears
Standing in the rain
Everything is dark,
Everything is pain
Music, Lyrics & Recording copyright © 2020 Tim Sigler
Part 3 - Redemption Suite:
Heaven Filled with the Sounds of Children
Broken down when they left us
Before we could show them our love
Before they even had a fair chance
But each of our angels has an angel
They carried ours Home too soon
And we will be where they are
Before we know it, too
Our angels were not polluted
By the things of this world
In Heaven our angels will greet us
For our death is just a birth
We grieve the loss, we do not understand
We cannot understand here on the face of land
But those little hands, they understand
'cause they touch the face of God
They touch the face of God
And those perfect feet will run to us
When in Jesus we arrive
For here we survive, but there they are alive
Our death is just a birth
Our death is just a birth
Death is just a birth
Heaven is filled with the sounds of children
Heaven is filled with the sounds of angels
Music, Lyrics & Recording copyright © 2020 Tim Sigler
Part 4 - Redemption Suite:
Hymn of a Believer
Instrumental
Music & Recording copyright © 2020 Tim Sigler
Part 5 - Redemption Suite:
Because of You
I'll never lie down; I won't break
Never drawn past the edge of myself
Because of You (because of you)
I won't despair; I refuse to break
Never taken past end of myself
Because of You
I am who I am, it's always you
Life cannot kill me
Because of you
If I'm strong, you made me strong
You are my strength
When I'm wronged, I will hold my tongue
Because of you (because of you)
I'm sometimes sad; it's just that way
But I'm never back to dismay
Because of You
I am who I am, fear can't survive
Always being drawn to you
I'll never die
Interlude
I'll never lie down; I'll never break
Not perfect but I'm true to myself
Because of You (because of you)
I am who I am; even with heartaches
Life can now fulfill me
Because of You
Music, Lyrics & Recording copyright © 2020 Tim Sigler
Fantastic Disasters
I'm doin' fine, walk the razor line
No worries, nothing on my mind
There's something, something I can't define
Then I stop; this happens all the time
Fear that razor, it blades this soul of mine
Fear a future, this happens all the time
Fear that razor, it blades this soul of mine
My mind gets ahead of me
Think of a future that may not ever be
Fears crashing down, can't get free
Fantastic disasters dissin' me
That razor, blades this soul of mine
It happens all the time
Fear that razor, it blades this soul of mine
It blades this soul of mine
I hold on tight, I fear the loss
Won't let go, but what the cost?
My fears compel me; I get so bent
What I want is what I need
What I want is what I see
Fears cut - just bleed me
Fears cut - I can't get free
Fear that razor, it blades this soul
Fear the future, that's all I know
Fear that razor, it blades this soul of mine
I create these … fantastic disasters
I debate these … fantastic disasters
Not legit these … fantastic disasters
I can't get free … fantastic disasters
I hold on tight, never release
White knuckled, I have no peace
Where does my joy go
What is the cost on my life
What happens to my faith
When I exhaust myself in strive
Living in my fantastic disasters
Living in my fantastic disasters
I live in my fantastic disasters
My Fantastic Disasters
My Fantastic Disasters
My life is spent on … Fantastic Disasters
I create the … fantastic disasters
I debate the … fantastic disasters
Not legit these … fantastic disasters
They are only in my mind
In my mind
Music, Lyrics & Recording copyright © 2020 Tim Sigler
While We Think of Others
Istrumental
Music & Recording copyright © 2020 Tim Sigler
Heaven Filled with the Sounds of Children (reprise) and
Farewell
Instrumentals
Music & Recording copyright © 2020 Tim Sigler